I'm okay with sleeping with a broken heart. I put my heart on the line and I was honest about what I wanted. He's like the wind, but I go where ever it blows. Its sacrilegious to declare that I desire commitment.
Yet I'm realistic to understand that he has a job to do. We weren't fated to be in 2010 but perhaps we'll m...eet in the future. I like him a lot and have shed a lot of tears. Who knows where we'll end or begin.
Somewhat sappy and unrealistic to the actual happenings. But he deploys tonight too Afghanistan for 12-15 months.
Its been one heck of turbulent ride.